There is nothing more devastating than losing the one you love. It is the most heart-wrenching thing in the world, and no words can accurately describe how much pain your heart will feel. You will feel like someone is pushing down on your chest, you will feel like someone is squeezing your heart and lung and it is realy hard to breathe. Your heart will hurt for a long time. Nothing can prepare you for this feeling, and it’s a sad fact of life that you will most likely feel this awful pain for days and weeks and even months.
It’s impossible to see the light at the end of the tunnel even tho people around you keep repeating it over and over again that you can get through the pain and sadness. But the truth is they are not feeling the things you are feeling. You don’t feel like you’ll ever get there again—that there is no one else in the world for you to love.
It sucks to hear people say, “everything happens for a reason” because you don’t want to believe there is a reason to feel all this pain. Giving your heart to someone is the most precious gift you can give and now the love of your life has ribbed it out from your chest and stumpped on it hundreds of times.
But to end this chapter I believe in healing and acceptance. Even though it seems impossible, I will be loved again. At some point my heart will go on. I will love again, and I will be loved again. Even tho it’s difficult to see it now when my heartbroken.