In Limbo

waiting…
tired…
no energy…
waiting…
emotions go up and down all the time…
sad… happy…
waiting…
sad…
knowing that I have to try and stay strong…
waiting….
hoping…
sometimes feeling like things won’t get better…
waiting…
lonely…
thinking about my medication….
wanting to feel better inside…
dreaming…
waiting…
scared…
sad…
memories that make me smile…
memories that make me drop a few happy tears…
have trouble sleeping…
waiting…
reacting strongly sometimes…
happy…
feeling abit better now and then… for short moments…
alot of thinking – maybe sometimes abit too much…
insecure….
feeling like everything is my fault…
waiting…
nightmares…
needing…
scared…
trying to move forward with small steps…
taking it easy…
dreaming…
future…

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